Dear Lucas,

I remember how happy I was when I found out your parents were pregnant. We were all so excited to see them in action. I dove right into packing up all of Xander’s clothes, toys and random baby stuff which Grandma and Grandpa took to Jamaica. Family and friends shared in the moment of finding out you were a baby boy. Your parents were so excited, I’m sure trying to picture what your smile would look like and what personality traits you would inherit from them.

On the day you left us, your Mom, Grandma and I were joking around on Facetime, talking about preparations for your room and renovations to come. When she asked me if I always felt movements when I was pregnant; I reassured her there were times that I did not. She called me later that day with the devastating news that there was no heartbeat on ultrasound. That pain really cannot be put into words.

Your parents then embarked on gearing up for delivery and let me tell you, you would be proud how brave and strong they were during those dark times. I am still in awe at how they have handled this journey.

I will never forget the picture of your sweet face and the happiness you gave your parents during your time with us. You’ll be forever loved and remembered.

God bless.

Aunty Zee